a bit of relief

Lots of horrible news in the last week and bad things happening... I'm sorry for that and for everyone going through such struggles.

I do have a little bit of light in the tunnel that is my life, though.

I got the call. He is in rehab and is clean for now. He sounds so positive and it's the first time he has wanted to be clean. Meaning, truly wanted to quit on his own, not being prompted to do so. So, we'll see. He's like a brother to me and always will be. I can't fathom the thought of losing him. I just hope with so much tenacity that he stays, completes the program and then seeks long term help. This isn't a stepping stone that he hasn't been on before....